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Life has been eventful lately yet the stories are stuck in my mind disconnected from my fingers which bring them to the page.

If you can find your way around my broken thoughts here are just a few things that have happened since the end of last year.

• Befriended a psychopathic manipulator who faked having cancer, faked being in a coma, created multiple personalities, and developed fraudulent scams to con people out of money in the name of cancer research…
• Met the most amazing woman who is making me so happy…
• Planned a trip to Australia to visit supposedly dying friend (see above)…
• Canceled plans to visit supposedly dying friend because her lies were revealed…
• Took AMAZING trip to Australia with my son and now girlfriend…
• Fell in love with the most amazing woman who is making me so happy…

Honestly I don’t want to talk about the psychopath any more. She is a waste of a human being not worthy of anymore attention.

What I would like to talk about is the amazing woman who is making me so happy!

There was a time that I never thought I would fall in love again. I felt like my opportunity had passed me by and was trying to convince myself to be thankful for the moments I had rather than dwelling on what I had lost.

Then, out of nowhere she reached out to me via my blog. A connection simply to share experiences, seeking guidance, and to possibly find clarity when clarity seemed so elusive.

Friendly emails turned to flirty emails turned to phone conversations that lasted for hours which eventually turned to a meeting that has changed us both.

I am smitten by her because of her beauty, her contagious laughter, her gentle touch, and her romantic style.

I fell in love with her because of her warm heart, her ability to see my soul, her support, her sense of adventure, and the way she makes me laugh.

I am not afraid to let my heart wander with her because I know she holds it gently next to hers.

I fear using terms like – “she is the one” or “I love her like I have never loved another”.

I fear this not because I don’t feel it but because those terms have been overused and I dare not over simplify something so real I struggle to put in writing.

The love I feel is not unknown but the depth is untouched.

The love I feel is not held together by passion alone rather it is laced is blissful reality.

The love I feel is built on everyday wonders, accomplishments, dreams, and goals.

The love I feel cultivates the similarities and captivates the individualities.

I am not afraid to commit my love.

She sees when I am struggling to express myself and patiently waits for my words to surface.

I am learning, sharing, and loving a beautiful girl with a name that begins with an H…

Cheers!

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